My love note has gone flat

Yes, my eyes are burning red
And thoughts of murder run through my head
Oh, my eyes are bloodshot red
Put a bullet right through my head
I am my own bomb, I am my own slave
I hate my life now, and all of this is because if you
I wanna die, I hate myself
Is anyone listening? No
I wanna lay low, but you want a funeral
You are a lie, and I am the liar
You can all go f*** yourselves
All this poison inside my brain has given
false hope it's such a shame
I'm done, this is my last call
Oh God, just take me away