My heart beats on

I laid down to rest
And that night I slept
And I dreamt of beauty, a beautiful evil
Your face was imprinted in my mind
A black hole of depression
I tried to find a way to have hope
But it seemed impossible
In a world where knifes are thrown at everyone
I tried to loosen my grip on everything
I wish I could have let go sooner
But I simply couldn't forget
Especially when daggers stabbed my back every time I tried something else
Then I found....that hope
Love in 3 faces...my father...his son...loving spirit
Now the river of life flows between my deeply rooted feet
A cryptic hand around my neck trying to pull me free
But my faith is too strong for him
I know true love
It dwells deep within me
So my heart
My heart beats on
It beans
On and on and on and on and on