My frustration

Where was i when god had shown
How to make a happy home

Lie in bed and sleep don't come
Have some peace then give me some
And i know the reason why you hold me down
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown

In my bed i lie alone
Scrape together bone to bone
And i can't seem to seem to find my way
I can't seem to find the break of day

I'll stay just a step away

Where was i when god had shown
How to make a happy home
And i have become my worst enemy
I will survive this instability

In my bed i lie alone
Scrape together bone to bone
Again i have become my worst enemy
I will survive this instability

I need to breathe the breath of life
You constantly drain my life
Why can't you see the breath in me
I constantly need your need
My butterfy don't fly away

If i could just take this simple breath of life from
Me
You couldn't take it motherfuc*** eternity
If i could take this breath of life and come inside
Of me
You wouldn't take it, i need to breathe

As i creep the monkey's back
Now she's gone and oh he's back
And i know the reason why you hold me down
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown

I will stay, i'll stay
I will stay, i'll stay