My favorite disease

Wanting, watching, debating,
on which way to run to, haunted, voices, craving, someone to run
to, i haven't lost myself in a long time,
i never tried to care when i wanted to, i just want
to be part of something, i just want to be real like you

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Sometimes, i feel like a monster, and times,
ifeel like a saint, i'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease

Silent, warnings, tell me, that i've let things come,
undone, show me, teach me, the way to
heaven, cause no other way can,
i havent lost myself in a long time, i never tried to care when
i wanted to, i just wanted to to be part of something,
i just wanted to be real like you [Chorus]

Closer, closer, closer to you, i need to be closer,
i have closure, and get closer to you,
every step i take...

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And i love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me,
i love the way you kill me, love the
way you heal me, i love the way you kill me,
love the way you heal me