My denial

In my safe haven I'm protected
Free to take another breath
Answers to all my questions running rampant
Simple as it may seem

I cannot run
I cannot hide
I'm an angel
I'm the devil
And both I deny

Beating heart, could it beat any faster?
Sometimes I wish it would just stop
Strong stand the walls of my denial
Long stay the scars that it brings

I cannot run
I cannot hide
I'm an angel
I'm the devil
And both I deny

I can't take another second
I won't last another day
If there's 'cause let it be ever shouldered
Sometimes I don't know what I want