Mood yau guy why (i didn't mind)

I really want some happiness and sadness
Could you give me some
Everybody says I’m too stupid
Can I accept it
 
Take a look at the moon in the sky
Shining at very him
I thought about it and smiled
In fact I didn’t mind
 
Take a look at my face
It’s full of tears
But it doesn’t mean that I’m sad
It doesn’t mean that my heart is broken
 
I made a dream
Barbecuing on the beach
Everybody was equally happy
They felt wary
I don’t wanna be controlled
I wanna fly into the night sky
To say hallo to the little stars
 
Though I smile
Though I seem to have a good life
It doesn’t mean that I’m happy
It doesn’t mean that it’s the truth
 
I made a dream
Building sand castle on the beach
As a matter of fact
Everybody was only me myself
Londy alone
I believe everything in the dream
It’s too red
I don’t know how to while away
Every second every minute happily