Memorial

So much for you.
i can't take this life.
to be with you
only pushes me, deeper down.
Guilt pain and sorrow.
are what haunt me still
waking tomorrow
will i feel the same?
Memories breaking me.
kill what i used to be.
Wandering on,
i know misery
alone in silence.
all i had before, gone from me.
look to the past
for any comforting.
happiness lasts
only when your dead.
Memories breaking me.
kill what i used to be.
Can i feel again...
emotions that have brought me here.
lost somewhere in time.
never to return again.
Memories breaking me.
kill what i used to be.
falling back on myself.
for i know no one else.