Melodies from my heart to the graves

My body is being depicted as lust for all to main and punish me
and this pain does nothing but tickle my very soul
for i have a hatred of life
oh god, save me for i am in constant sin
take me away or let my thoughts die with my body
i've lost faith
a melody showers from my heart to the grave
imploring fate to intervene but this rejects me
now a true shroud of sadness is cast over me
please reclaim my oath, my living oath
my body is being depicted as lust for all to maim and punish me
this pain does nothing but tickle my soul
for i have a hatred of life
now like a red rose growing in darkness, my heart blooms into a machine of a positive nature
yet now with my mind destroyed and my body depicted as lust
what is to become of this walking disgrace