Me

Does anyone really know him true self?
all i know is that people only see the outside of me.
they dont see me as being affraid or a loner.
they see me as an outgoing or a friendly person
i have never expressed the inner side of myself until now
to ease the pain i cut myself
to ease the guilt i locked myself away.
i once believed suicide was the right answer
but i've come to realize that there are things to look forward to in life
such as my friends my family and my future.
i have made alot of mistakes in my life
and i regret each one...
But nobodys perfect!