Me & you is a struggle

It's something stuck beneath the surface
Purposely i be waiting
We were never what we wanted
Now we're hating
Fading
F*** the future
Presently your presence has got me in that mind state
Presents don't buy me happiness
Tears tumble & crack my chest
Sink without my vest
Blink to blind the best
Yet, there's been too many arguments
Get violent when we arguing
Tell me that i'm trippen cuz i “love to start some shit”
But you know what ?
This be coming from somewhere, it's not for fun
& it's not because i like the fighting-
It's because you're acting dumb
& i'm acting like a bitch
& we fight like every night
& i lost track of the times you said you didn't want me in your life
So...
Why the fuck are we still talking ?
What else is there to say ?
Can you even feel the love ?
I only fear it when you say
“why the fuck are we still talking ?
What else is there to say?
Can you even feel the love?”
I only feel it when you say
“me & you is a struggle
Relationships shouldn't be like this
Wish we could live it in a bubble. “
Me & you is a struggle
Relationships shouldn't be like this, no