Made in secret

don't let me down this time.
i'm reaching out to you.
there is no reason why
we shouldn't end our fear of the dark
while the daytime's safe.

and i know it takes a lot of strength
to reach out, i tried to reach out.
and you turned to me
and you laughed in my face
and you told me no,
you can't stand my pain (or rage)
and i can't believe you
could be so selfish
when i hurt this much.

there is a secret i haven't told to anyone.