Lying to myself

I believed in you
why'd you leave when you
said you would never let me go
all i gave was love, wasn't that enough
tell me the truth i need to know
Refrain:
i can say to myself that i don't need you beside me
that i've put it all behind me
(but) i'd only be lying to myself
and i‘d only be dreaming of what
i know would not come true
coz no matter what i do to try
to think i'm doing well
reality is that i'm still not over you
I know everyday
trying to find my way
drifting into the empty roads
crying every night
these tears, so hard to fight
what do i do, i just don't know
i can say to myself that i never needed you anyway
and after all i've nothing more to say
(but) i'd only be lying to myself
and i‘d only be dreaming of what
i know would not come true
coz no matter what i try to do
to think i'm doing well
but reality is that i'm still not over you...
I thought that it was never ending
no, i thought that we were not pretending it was real
i know my heart will soon be mending
and after the rain the sun will soon reveal
Yet i, i have been lying to myself
and i, i have been dreaming of what
i thought would not come true
i know after all i'm going through
i will be doing well
and when the day comes
i know what i say is true
that reality is, i'm finally over you