Lumps

I feel as if i have been dreaming
i am confused as to how i got here
one minute
i am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death
then there was you
you opened me to a different light
the path you lead me down was priceless
with one quick glance it was stripped from me
i was so ashamed i never let you be you
i have been puking with regret
i found myself again
and although we were apart
i managed to move on
something was still missing
i made me sick
far to familiar
i needed you once again, maybe now i can change
maybe now i can secure my lumps