Lovesick

Verse 1
strangely enough i've been struck
affected by her smile
and yo her style is worthwhile
and knowing that i'm deep like a river
i feel i should give her
things that those others can't deliver
contrary to what i had wished
it seems that i've been dissed
but hey i don't want to miss this
wonderful opportunity
my boys they try schoolin' me
but see i know what i want
someone who'll be there for the whole nine
this honey is so fine
but now she's hung up the line
upset because i told her i'm busy
she made like a grizzly
and started chewin' my head off
screamin' that i spend more time with friends
and also, she said i ruined her weekend
i said "i know the stuff we had planned
but please understand
right now i'm loungin' with my man"
i guess i didn't realize i'd hurt her
she said i had the nerve to
just neglect her like that
then she started bringing up past things
and she kept asking
how come our love isn't lasting
i said, "hey baby, please calm down
cuz i'm still around
and it's for you that my heart pounds
can i call you later on?
you say i treat you wrong?
but why you flippin' on me?"
she said something else and then click
left me alone on the phone with the tone
and now i'm lovesick
verse 2
relationships can grip with the pain
arguments in the crib, in the streets, on the train
i'm crazy fed but then still
when she ain't there i feel sad, i feel ill
frowning cuz i'm down in the dumps
the other night i took her out
so she could shake her rump
but after we were there for a few
some girls that i knew
stepped up and asked me to come to
a party they were havin' at their house
i looked at my girl, and yo, she started walkin' out
i said "hey love, just wait for a second
and won't you just check it?
it's all a part of makin' records
those were just some friends in the business
no need to get angry
so listen up while i kick this
and what about the things we discussed
about havin' trust?
what's all this attitude stuff?
now hon, you know that i wouldn't play you
but time after time, you let your jealousy sway you
hey don't you turn your back like that
come on, this is wack
you're heated up like a thermostat"
then she stepped off in a whirlwind
and i don't know when
or if i'm gonna see her again
i coulda sworn she was the right one to pick
but now...man i'm just lovesick