Lover i don´t have to love

I picked you out
of a crowd and talked to you
said I liked your shoes
You said thanks. Can I follow you?
So it´s up the stairs
and out of view,
no prying eyes.
I poured some wine
I asked your name you asked the time,
now it´s two o´clock,
the club is closed we´re up the block
your hands on me,
I´m pressing hard against your jeans,
your tongue in my mouth
trying to keep the words from coming out
you didn´t care to know
who else may have been before.
I want a lover I don´t have to love
I want a girl who´s too sad to give a f***.
Where´s the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet me here but I´m not sure
I got the money if you got the time
you said it feels good, I said I´ll give it a try
then my mind went dark.
We both forgot where your car was parked,
let´s just take the train.
I´ll meet up with the band in the morning,
bad actors with bad habits,
some sad singers,
they just play tragic,
and the phone´s ringing
and the van´s leaving,
let´s just keep touching
let´s just keep singing.
I want a lover I don´t have to love
I want a boy who´s so drunk he doesn´t talk.
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
I got a hunger and I can´t seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
the kind I have always seems to slip my mind,
but you, but you,
you writte such pretty words,
but life´s no story book.
Love´s an excuse to get hurt
and hurt.
Do you like to hurt?
I do! I do!
"Then hurt me" ... (10)