Love the abuse

I wait It is dark
In Here Alone
The second you made your choices
You caused a wave of consequences
You're late to talk to those who are dead
And outside
I heard your laughter
I closed my eyes and
I was severed
Believe what you want to feel

Weakness inside me
Why do I let you? Hurt

I love the abuse, love the abuse
You are stripping me down
Until I am lost
When I fell into your arms
Found madness between all these lies
Pretend that it's beautiful
But heaven cannot reach this close
Or brush away the guilt and the shame
Why is it I can't hate you?

I love the abuse, love the abuse
You are stripping me down
Until I am lost

I love the abuse, love the abuse
You are stripping me down
Until I am lost

The second you made your choices
You caused a wave of consequences