Love/paranoia

I may not be as honest as I ought to be now
When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me
But it hit me and I cannot hold it in
I can just be paranoid, don't quell the desire to love
What was really going on, does it really fuc*** matter?
Baby is all you can ask me, ok, fair play here we go

I've heard those words before
Are you sure it was nothing
Cause it made me feel like dying inside
And I was insecure, but it's pure
Didn't notice until I was in love for real
And my feels gonna cross the line
Just to find what your type is
If only I could reach your mind
Oh I'd be fine, I'd be normal
Now's my time, gonna do it And suddenly I'm the phony one
The only one with a problem
True love it bringing it out of me
The worst of me, and I know now
Do you remember the time we were
The time we were by the ocean
I didn't care if it was day or night
We were right where I wanted
Girl I'm sorry, babe I'm really really sorry