Love and despair

So I left you blinded soft and binded
Tied to you angry chair
It raised it's hammer and smashed you under
Yet still you seem to care
Love and despair it's just one more
A bit closer to the bone
And the left side's gone it never lasts that long
You look up now, eyes hollow
Your weakness flows through the air
You clench your fist and smash in guilt
Child lost and without a prayer
Love and despair I don't want to
I don't want to try I don't want to cry
Oh yes, love she'll lie I'm sick of all of this
Now emptiness is upon you
As pain casts it's glassy stare
Hates now the child and the reason you gave
For the mess that you made if only you could be saved
But all the times that you prayed
Were only washed down the drain
After all's said and done
It will still be the same