Lost my better half

Lay to rest
bury the dead
tomorrow seems to turn so fast
alone in the boiler meltin' me down
ain't the first, won't be the last
so many people all at once
who i once was has died
never feel the ills of breakin' down
calloused & petrified
Slipped inside a hole
don't know where it's gonna lead
lost in a world all alone & i'm
lookin' for me
i gotta get it back
Lay waste to a friend
killing all the past
pray that all is forgotten
lost my better half
All that was
all so fuc*** & trashed
pray that all is forgotten
lord i feel i've lost my better half
Wondering just how i got here
shattered to the core
lookin' to go back in time
moving forward nevermore
on the verge of a breakdown
run down, bludgeoned, and beat
all the things that you once held
lying dead before your feet