Lost in a fantasy

Suspendid
i'm weightless
probing through my thoughts
i'm unconcious
i swallow the thought of one day
i will wake to reality
How can i find my own?
lost in a fantasy
when will this life be whole?
i've tried a million ways
to break free
I stay high
sedated
insecurities far away now
wasted, i stand here and bleed
for a way to reinvent me
Prepare for the leap
there will be no more suffering
push within to find the will
to plunge to the end
Take a deep breath
plunge to the face of the earth
for the awakening
face down on concrete
pick up all the shattered
pieces of me