Lonely day

Lay in bed to goto sleep
Close my eyes and start to think
Why does everyone dream
of sweet and wonderful things
Then it comes to me like
A sucker punch in a fight
Maybe it's cool to get mad
And it's good to be sad

I enjoy feeling like this
I enjoy feeling like shit

Today's a lonely day, the kinda of day
Makes me want to change
The way I live without my lonely day
I never want to change

I like my foot in my mouth
I dig feeling left out
I think it's cool to be fake
And make a ton of mistakes
I guess I'm one of those guys
That don't think life is prize
More like stupid board game
That always ends up the same