Loneliness

Loneliness…

It’s eternity.
Eternal feeling of sadness, inside my melody…
I play dead to pretend that I don’t feel it but…
I’m broken…
No doubt, I stand.
I don’t understand the pain sometimes… when it hurts too badly, when people just want to hurt me, and they won’t listen at me.
I’m so tired of fighting…
I always give a 2nd chance, always x2

I’m not gonna tell you anything about me if you’re not interested in it
What are you always asking me? If at the end when I answer you, you don’t want to hear
I don‘t understand why you’re always kicking hard on me
I’m not a stone, I’ve got feels
You don’t have to keep on bothering me, disturbing me!
I guess it’s easy to judge people
For you that’s it, but not for me
Prejudice is in vain, ‘cuz I’ma still be the same
And if you want to force or change me
I’m sorry, but I won’t change
Baby, I’ve done it, I gave my all to fight it
I wasn’t heard, papers on my mouth, now I’m vomiting my stories that I had never told
But it’s boring, yeah, for me it’s boring,
I have enough of pain, enough of hurt, enough of loneliness, but I still feel lonely
I have found that I’m alone in my mind when it comes to hear myself, the only one that never judges me
Yeah, it’s me, me and myself
Always understanding people, they don’t understand
Guess I’m this way, cold as an ice, lived it twice, being away from the game
I used to try it, try to help people but they kicked me down
They called me but when I went they closed the door in my face
I mean, what the f*** do they want?
My time is getting wasted by this
I’m not going to be always here in order to be your service

Call me if you need help; call me if you need a hug,
Call me if you need a hand; call me if you need some love
I’m always giving you everything, but you’ve never said you wanted me
Have you missed me? Is it hard to reply me?
How could you forget me when I was there every single time you needed me?
Are fuc*** kidding me?
Is it hard to love me?
I started to think that I’m better alone, in my own company
No needs to be on your list, so you can forget me
Forget me
And you can also hate me, I don’t care it
It doesn’t supposed to be hurting me
Then, I’m not falling
Guess you thought that I did
But I did not
Although you used me and you judged me, I’m still on the road
Come and check it out

Guess this is how it will be always for me
Loneliness place
Peace, I’m in my own company
Eternal loneliness
No one besides me
No love, no pain, feel done, and wasted
Thousand souls feeling broke
Don’t want to explain anything to anybody
Don’t want to fight; don’t want to be judged
It’s my loneliness; the place where I‘ve came
Where I can rest… x2

I’m not gonna tell you anything about me if you’re not interested in it
What are you always asking me? If at the end when I answer you, you don’t want to hear
I don‘t understand why you’re always kicking hard on me
I’m not a stone, I’ve got feels
You don’t have to keep on bothering me, disturbing me!
I guess it’s easy to judge people
For you that’s it, but not for me
Prejudice is in vain, ‘cuz I’ma still be the same
And if you want to force or change me
I’m sorry, but I won’t change
Baby, I’ve done it, I gave my all to fight it.