Locked up

I have taken a wrong turn?
When will i learn? when will i learn?
Shall i show them all my scars?
Cherry red bleeding burn

Like an angry apple tree
I throw my apples if you get to close to me
But if i look to my right
Will i see the one i fight for?
If i look to my right or if i turn to my left
Will i see that i've kept my heart locked up?
Locked up so tight

Love love love love is everywhere
But not a drop for me to drink
Tie me up and bind my feet
Drop me in and watch me sink

Like an angry apple tree
I throw my apples if you get to close to me
But if i look to my right
Will i see the one i fight for?
If i look to my right or if i turn to my left
Will i see that i've kept my heart locked up?
Locked up If i was 17 i could find it in between
The cushions of somebody's couch
I could find it i could find it
If i was 17 i could find it in a dream
A dime a dozen kind of love
I could find it i could find it

But i'm not 17
And i lost it in between the birthday cakes
And past mistakes that roll on by

But if i look to my right
Will i see the one i fight for?
If i look to my right or if i turn to my left
Will i see that i've kept my heart locked up?
Locked up so tight