Living in vain

I'm living in vain
i'm just watching the rain
i wanna get out
but i just don't know how
i used to have a girlfriend
who gave me a valentine
at first it made me nervous
but then i think it made me fine
because i'm living in vain
i'm just watching the rain
i wanna get out
but i just don't know how
i used to have a grandma
she always called me "dear"
i never knew her purpose
i only knew her atmosphere
because i'm living in vain
i'm just watchin the rain
i wanna get out
but i just don't know how