Like thorns in my head

Suffering -
life is brutal,
my mind is weak.
i can never endure
(the) confusions in my head !
Daily increase of hostility,
may i become mad ?
resignation -
what can i do ?
this will ever be
like thorns in my head !
Exploding dreams,
destruction of my own world.
never to see -
the ending of consuming my soul !
You' re blowing out
the flames of my illusions.
Out of control ...
Conscience is fading,
it is out of control !
my eyes turn black,
my emotions turn to hate !
Turn to hate ...
Life seems to be like a never ending corridor,
it' s so weird and obscure.
Exploding dreams,
destruction of my own world.
never to see -
the ending of consuming my soul !