Lighthouse

I can't get these thoughts out of my head
I'm gonna shut down
I need someone to listen I need a friend
by me
nothing seeems right when I live my life inside
of yesterday
have to find the strength to reach for something more
to breathe -- to see
to feel like living
accept -- myself
to smile and mean it
all the things that I regret come back to me at night
demons from my past pull my eyelids open wide
I'm screaming for the morning screaming for a change
I want the chance to face myself and face a better day