Letter to god

MY DEAR GOD I’M WRITTING THIS LETTER TO YOU,
‘COS I DON’T HAVE A CLUE, CAN YOU HELP ME?
I’M SITTING HERE SIMPLY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT,
WHAT MY LIFE’S ALL ABOUT? CAN YOU TELL ME?
I NEVER WANTED TO BE THE PERSON YOU SEE,
CAN YOU TELL ME WHO I AM?
I ALWAYS WANTED TO DIE, BUT YOU KEPT ME HERE ALIVE,
CAN YOU TELL ME WHO I AM,
AND I AWAKE, CONDUCTING THIS SYMPHONY
THAT YOU HAVE GIFTED TO ME,
BUT I CAN’T HAVE A SWING.
DONT BE MAD BUT I FEEL WEAK INSIDE
AND I START TO FALL APART, ‘COS I FEEL NOTHING,
I NEVER WANTED TO BE, SO GOD CALM MY ………….?
PLEASE SHOW ME WHO I AM.
I BET TOLD YOU THE ……………..?
SINCE THE DAY THAT I WAS BORN,
BUT I DON’T KNOW WHO I AM,
AND I THANK YOU, MAN, FOR EVERYTHING,
SORRY I WAS SO FRIGHTENED OF ALL OF IT,
BUT I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU MORE,
AND ALL THE LIGHTS ARE SHINING DOWN ON ME,
AND I FEEL INTIMIDATED BY A LIE
I NEVER WANTED TO BE THE PERSON YOU SEE,
BUT THANK YOU…
OH GOD PLEASE TELL ME NOW,
ARE YOU DISSAPPOINTED… ARE YOU PROUD?
I’VE BEEN TOLD EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING,
I’M SO SORRY I’M SO WEAK,
AND I’VE TURNED INTO A FREAK,
BUT I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING,
ANYTHING, I’VE LOST ………………….?
I’LL BURRIED EVERYTHING, AND I FEEL NOTHING,
NOTHING,
OH GOD PLEASE TELL ME NOW,
GOD PLEASE TELL ME NOW,
‘COS I FEEL NOTHING!
OH DEAR GOD I’M WRITING THIS LETTER TO YOU
I AM COMING UNCLUED
PLEASE HELP ME