Let go (the last chapter)

Now everything
that used to matter to me
is taken away
forever gone
The only things
i really have left here
…in this life
are bitter hate and this gun
From this trip i´m taking now
i´m never coming back…
It´s time, tonight´s the night
-the last one of my life
this time i´ll just let myself go
and leave this world behind
The booze flows in
like blood to heart that beats no more
and blows the flame of fear out…
I raise the gun
- my finger on the trigger -
and put the barrel into my mouth
From this trip i´m taking now
i´m never coming back…
It´s time, tonight´s the night
-the last one of my life
this time i´ll just let myself go
and leave this world behind
It´s here, tonight´s the night
-the last one of my life
with no fear i´ll just let my life go
and take the six-feet-dive…