Leaving the citadel

You seemed so strong, stood your ground.
Is this enough to make you proud?

The seasons barely change.
They move too fast for me.
Back home the autumn leaves are falling softly from the trees.
Don't take this away, I'm close to sanity.
I pushed against the grain and drove a thousand miles away.

There's nothing left (I've given all I have)
Done what I can (I've leaned into the wind)
It's all (it's all)For you (I've done all that I can)
There's nothing left(I've given all I have)

You seemed so strong, stood your ground.
Is this enough to make you proud?
You seemed so strong, stood your ground.
Are you proud? Winter turns to spring, but it still looks the same.
The city is gray and there's still the constant rain.
Now I understand the things you gave to me.
Because I have the means to fight a faceless enemy.

There's nothing left (I've given all I have)
Done what I can (I've leaned into the wind) It's all
(it's all) For you (I've done all that I can)
There's nothing left (I've given all I have)

I'm sorry.
I'm trying.
Are you proud?