Leaning towards forever

600 days ago was a good day to be me
Fast times had settled down when I realized
I could be Here falling for you Long drives
to nowhere consumed nights that I will always
hold so close to me The stars would always
seem to shine much brighter a song that summons
burning lighters To sway above the crowd
I've never been so proud But now that you're gone
I look back on those days and wonder why
I could have ever let you down With this one last try
I look back wondering how long we'd last
This time I'm leaning towards forever
Phone calls at awkward timings,
I prayed that if you felt the same
you'd talk to me and then you'd see
I've grown a lifetime since we were together
thinking how I'd be a better man for you
I'll see this through Cause now that you're gone
I look back on those days and wonder why
I could have ever let you down
With this one last try I look back wondering
how long we'd last This time I'm leaning
towards forever Now that your gone I look back
on our times together it seemed so right and
I know that If you came back we'd be better
this time help fill the gaps of my life