Late onus

Talk
scream to my dreaming but trembling mind
Break
slumbering thoughts that I suddenly find
Waken
invisible memories breaking the seal
Caught
inbetween feelings that noone can heal
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Drive in me
dive in me
deep in my brain all these malevolent forces
arise in me
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I'm thinking back to find the truth
the cause is burried in my mind
I'm digging for it in my youth
I'm hoping that I'll never find
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Pain
faning the flames of the selfhate in me
Help
searching for details that I cannot see
Yearning
knawing and languishing greed for release
Kept
constantly held by this glowing disease
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I'm thinking back to find the truth