Last song

Maybe I don't belong
Maybe I'm not so strong
Maybe this is the last song

Who am I? Where do I fit in?
I thought I found it
I thought you were my peers
I thought I beat my fears
I thought there were no more tears
I thought that crap had disappeared
Well don't worry, I won't hold you back
I have made my last attack
I will gain from what you lack
Humiliation - it's like a smack

and maybe I was wrong
Maybe I don't belong
Maybe I'm not so strong
Maybe this is my last song

Stinging cheeks and watery eyes
Hey guess what? It's me I despise
Maybe if I was more passive
Then I could just live and let live
But to me it's more than that
Catchy rhymes of bullshit lines
I thought these were the best of times
Well, I was in for a surprise