Killing ourselves to feel

I feel like a ghost
Like I'm losing the ones I love the most
I feel so disbursed
I did it for believing I did it I was leaving
So let's drink to tonight and sing we don't care, we don't care
Our youth is fading but we're still here, were still here
I feel like a ghost
Like versions of the things I fear the most
I feel so disbursed
I did it for believing I did it I was leaving
So let's drink to tonight and sing we don't care, we don't care
Our youth is fading but we're still here, were still here
How can we make it right like when we were kids
Before we were going out killing ourselves just to like
How can we make it right like when thing were real
Before we were going out killing ourselves just to feel
So let's drink to tonight and sing we don't care, we don't care
Our youth is fading but we're still here, we're still here
So let's drink to tonight and sing we don't care, we don't care
Our youth is fading but we're still here, we're still here