Kill you

Living life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me again, I'm numb
In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy
All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me
Now these memories fill my heart
They bury me
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her)

Looking back, I was never ever right, you were my step mom
who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin' in and I'd say hello but you'd slap me
And you'd make some fucked up comment about my clothes, but I tried to let it pass
But the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass
Laying dead, so I popped some more caps in your ass now your son is not so fun
Mother fucking bitch don't you ever try to play me!
You make me lie, it hurt so
All I want to do is kill you
All I want to do is kill you
All I want to do is kill you
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Wish you were dead now
Now, right now
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved
Never loved