Ketamine and ecstasy

Ketamine and ecstasy
Your words are hanging in the trees
A whole university just rises

Don't ask to sooth me (?)
Death and muted
Seems that I would have to do
Me trying to hold on to you
And you trying not to put up a fight

Have I become a stranger to this country?
Was I ever even in any country at all?

I want you what you want out of this
You can be sure
Here comes the rain again
To wash away what we had

Well find yourself a substitute
To loose the dogs upon the shoot
You say the car can steer itself tonight

Running around as the nightmare clouds
Are bare (?) enough till I will cry
As anyone can see we're meant to be
Well we don't really belong

Have I become a stranger to this country?
Was there ever even any country at all?
I want what you want out of this
You can be sure
I want what you want out of this
You can be sure

I want what you want out of this
You can be sure

Here comes the rain again
To wash away what we have ' run (?)