Keep myself awake

I hate to talk like this
i hate to lie cuz if theres something wrong that i cant say
i have this dream at night
almost everynight
ive been dreaming it forever
its easy to remember it
~chorus~
its always cold
its always day
ur always here
u always say
"im alright ill b ok if i can keep my self awake"
I get up early
i look around me
cant help but wonder what u mean
cuz when im sleepin
im so deep in it
its so much more real to me
closer than reality
~chorus~
I get up early
i look around me
im buying coffe by the pound
when im sleeping
im so dep in it
i cant keep myself awake