Just a fool

Just a fool with dreams too heavy to load
A dream of you and me is too heavy to hold
I cry, you wipe my tear
And brush aside that giving up you has made me die tonight
Oh

You're saying "Push on don't give up now"
Don't you see you're only halfway through winning the crowd?
You're always like this giving me riddles to solve
With your complex notions always being so smart

How do you do it to me?
You've got nothing to gain
Still you say "It's better off this way"

Hold on, nearly halfway through
And the door you've been knocking on is ajar if you wanted to
I know you wanted to win the crowd

About two weeks ago, I get the news
I'm heading out west for good
I won't see you
That's why sacrifice will live in the way I do
Hold on

So, I marinated in sorrow for days
Until you called me out and chased the mess that I made
You say "Don't you know I'm worried about how you're living?
And your whereabouts. We're better off alone"

Hold on, nearly halfway through
And the door you've been knocking on is ajar if you wanted to
I know you wanted to win the crowd

You say we play the cards for doubts
In that case I want to fold
You tell me everything will work out
Will it work out? I don't know
But All I ever want to do is lay my head down
And then you tell me someday I will be there standing in the crowd

Hold on, nearly halfway through
And the door you've been knocking on is ajar if you wanted to
Hold on, nearly halfway through
And the door you've been knocking on is ajar if you wanted to
I know you wanted to
I've been wanting to win the crowd