It's not that simple

I lied, my friend
Sorry it's the end
Of our courtship mistress
This leaves us both in distress
Happened so quickly
Can barely recollect
My thoughts, my motives
But it just had to end
Not for me
When will it be
It's not that simple
It's not that simple
It's done
Kaput
We'll never be the same
Random hookup turns into random shame
You wanted more from me
I couldn't give you less
And now we can't look at each other
Better off I guess
It's not you, it's me
Am I happy?
No
It's not that simple
It's not that simple
I lied, my friend
Sorry it's the end