Influence of a drowsy god

All those times before when I was just another face
Among the others keeping secrets to save myself
I could blend into the background and savor the unknown
I could practice preservation and hide behind this shell
But my gods are released on a world that is falling down
My calm is a beast that will not let me give up now
I know- I’m all or nothing

Giving my elation a little something to relax
All the others’ indecisions will make me go mad
There’s no time to hear the arguments or simply close my eyes
I believe this confrontation deserves my full attention
When my gods are released on a world that is falling down
My calm is a beast that will not let me give up now
I know- I’m all or nothing I can see why nothing has happened/ promises strain
I’m writing this down as I run
Take all the examples and what have I learned?
Nothing can heal you when everything burns
My gods are released on a world that is falling down
My calm is a beast that will not let me give- up- now
I’m all or nothing
I’m all or nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing