Infliction

Pour havoc in my cup
Tear down the wall that protects me from you
Sharpen the blade of your fury
Please finish me fast
I can't stand up to you, and the pain
My blood will seep into the ground
My body will rot and decay
Live of my tears that also fall
Then break the ground and reach up to the sky
I'm still trying to touch the sun even though it blinds me
Happiness is even afraid of my dreams
Each star...scattered across the sky
Each one beautiful...and also just like you...out of my reach
But my arms are still extended
Each attempt has left me with scars...shooting stars
New wounds are opened
Endless sleep
Breakdown, rebuild, grow stronger, conquer
This nightmare is killing me
And if I told you this was ripping me apart
I know you wouldn't cease-fire