Incomplete smiles

hidden lies stay closed in the midst of absolute cries
time is sending thoughts that show the pain in my eyes
the love that we created it's plan to fall and die and
take me back to my childhood
when this heart was still mine
the soft touch of your lips is enough to make me cry
a hint of your voice gives me reason not to die
candles light my night and make me think of you
dead roses on the wall i wish to see you soon
(acceptance) to let this pain fulfill
(indulgence) know this love is real
(temptation) to see what's underneath
(hesitation) of what will come to be
hidden lies stay closed in the midst of absolute cries
time is sending thoughts that show the pain in my eyes
i'm a walking open wound with salt for tears
i've gazed all around but there's no comfort here
a stab to my chest will end all my fears
how can something so complex ever be this clear
candles light my night and make me think of you
dead roses on the wall i wish to see you soon
[chorus]
there's something not right inside of me
it's growing like a disease
it's in my veins and it's spilling over you
and i don't know how long i can watch you fade with me
i take you down where you should not be