In your silence

Tell me dear,
how could i make this more clear?
when i say this is forever
and how is that so wrong
is it too much to ask to not be alone
so what did i do wrong?
i'll take it back and start over again.
Well i fall asleep with you,
and i wake up alone and unwanted
in your silence.
and i wish i could destroy you
but instead i'll just adore you
and know that you are silent.
I'll cross my fingers tight
and sleep to dream of you.
cause when i wake
i know i'll be alone,
but it's worth it for you.
And i'd sleep through any dream for you.
and i'd wit through anything.
you're everything to me.
I'm still waiting.