In your care

The light is fading from my room,
as nighttime comes around too soon,
i'm so afraid,
swollen eyes portray my pain,
as tears fall like the summer rain,
i'm so alone,
Son of a bitch,
you broke my heart,
i need a little loving,
to take away the pain,
how could you let me down,
when i'm in your care,
I pull the covers to myself,
drunk and smoke upon his breath,
i close my eyes,
again i pray to god above,
what have i done to lose his love,
am i to blame?
Son of a bitch,
you broke my heart,
i need a little loving,
to take away the pain,
how could you let me down,
when i'm in your care,
When i am dreaming,
i can call out,
noone hears,
father,
i'm falling from your heart in tears,

hush little baby don't you cry,
daddy's going to sing you a lullaby,
to show he cares,
but you must keep our secret safe,
is this love or is this hate?
i feel so scared,