In the shadows

There's days when i just want to lay down,
let my life slip away
there's times when i want to replay my life,
wish i would die that first day
forever i'll hate the way life goes
it's obvious
everyone already knows
i just want to sit at the top of the world
watch everything under me drowned and burn
there's no leason to learn
I want to go
to an all shadow place
nobody else can see my face
nobody can see my cuts
there's no its and buts
I want to have a day of just being by my self
nobody else there
look into the mirror
just stare
recognize the voodoo child inside
take a short ride
smash my head into the object infront
shattered pieces,
all i need is a blunt
ease the pain
everything is plain
flying with a broken wing
bring me with you, be my king.
I want to go
to an all shadow place
nobody else can see my face
my face my cuts
no its and buts
If there's just one time,
you could look into my eyes
you wouldn't see very much
because im empty inside
i feel as transparent as it gets
invisble to the naked eye,
i'm some one who every one forgets
take another knife to me like he's already done
if i go to hell i'm sure it'd be fun
i'll meet you there
we can have a part to show how much we care