In the shadow

I cannot get up by the howling cry
just justify my longing to die,
bury me down at last,
i think about it in the shadows and cry!
Can scissors heal a man torn of tears,
a fading i fear inside.
the reaper in sheet will stand by me
i'm dreaming, i'm wearing a black dress that night!
I'm just a being tonight,
and still i'm dressed so black...oh yeah!
maybe i'm just blind,
but maybe i should try...
Can't you see why the vision is calling you?
I got the one, the dream of horror!
dreams of blood, dreams of war!
rudest eyes have seen the fright
welcome to the eternal night!
You won't be a butcher
no, you won't be at last
somebody's the trigger
take it off!
what, you are the priest's son? so f*** -
so f*** yourself and die!
Sill i stand against the death!
am i just a shade?
always i'm awake and in black!
sill i dare to praise the lord -
no i won't pass to the lord
goodbye - no...
So the keeper waits upon,
he waits upon a border
let me own your punishment,
it's time to break the border!
The candlelight fades away
there's nothing at all but me...[classical part]
I stare at death and the darkest one's
watching me with cold eyes
a god has been with me in the shadows
i lost my reason to hate! ya!
[voice:]
(so it's right...)
(i can leave the shadows!)
(the last one has to survive!)
yaww!
wow -right!
With my light shining bright
i got my way, to regret ?? (just my hearts)?? !
with my last dying ryhme i got my world
to betray for what i did by my motherfucking heart!
The shadows draw back into honesty and love!
obey, and it will cut your throat
i can't speak and you shant be the next,
the shadows strike in your blame - yaw!