In the pills

could you know what i was thinking?
so i wouldn't have to speak
did you ever understand me
did you care enough to see
was it when i made you smile
you decided you would leave
you are so turned on by tragedty
i'm broke in two so come love me
i know it now
i've been such a fool
your words are all i had
but even those were meaningless
a shortcut to my head
i wish i could have been the one to break your heart instead
everything you asked me for i gave and then you wanted more
did you know that i existed?
or ever even notice me
did you ever take the time to think of what you'd do to me
everything i ever needed was everything you could never be