In spite of it all

I've underestimated how
The situation changes my
Own thinking and perspectives of you
It's complicated something simple
Taken all the straight lines and
Inverted my affection for you

To seek the impossible
And find our bounds of love
Do we become unlovable

What do you do
How do you choose
When you can't let it go and walk away
How do you find
A way to survive
When the truth holds you to find a way
In spite of it all

An issue of control or anger
You always tell me not to linger
People aren't the way they used to be
I'm staring down the wishing well
It's hard to see my own reflection
I've drowned the little boy inside of me