In my heart

The heaviness of my heart seems a
burden to me - whatever they preach
i have to look for people like me
ans so i have to join the wrong
unmindful of virtue i am eggier for
the pleasure of love more than for
salvation - i am seized by desire but i
have to keep the darkness night hidden
in the depth of my heart - it's the most
bitter fate - fate is against me
in love and virtue
i am heartened by my promise
i am downcast by my refusal
there is nothing i need from anyone
expect love and respect and anyone
who can't give me those two things
has no place in my life be sure before
i'll finish - i intend to celebrate this hell
i am involved in