In an expression of the inexpressible

Anything that loose
would cancel itself
anything that loose
would fall off my bed
i knew that...
but i couldn't change it
i made up my mind
and changed my mind
made up my mind
and changed it
absence is good
empty is reassuring
absence presence
submit to nothing
i've made up my mind
and changed my mind
made up my mind
and changed it
absence is good
empty is reassuring
positive
negative
submit to nothing
in an expression of the inexpressible
i'm deceitful
i'm dreadful
i'm lazy
i'm vain and vile
our rendezvous was run down...