I'll smile even if it hurts

I still can't believe it
It seems like I can still see you
I wanted to believe it was a lie
The fact that you've left me

Your smiling face in a picture
The days that passed like they would be forever
One day, suddenly
You left my side, but

I don't want to cry, without being sorry
I'll try living a day without you
No matter how much it hurts
Even if tears keep falling
I want to smile, at the thought of you
I want to smile

That I've forgotten, that I'm okay
Even if I act like it's nothing
I keep seeing you
Tears fall, but

I don't want to cry, without being sorry
I'll try living a day without you
No matter how much it hurts
No matter how many tears fall
I want to smile, at the thought of you
I want to smile I'm telling you, when my heart aches and it's hard
Good people soothed me and comforted me a lot
The place where you are is like that too
I hope, and hope, be happy

I don't want to cry, without being sorry
I'll try living a day without you
No matter how much it hurts
No matter how many tears fall
I want to smile, at the thought of you
I want to smile
I want to smile even if it hurts